Five years ago, I committed adultery for the first time in my life. I learned that my husband, who should have been serious, was having an affair, and my husband and wife were in a terrible situation. I forgot the guilt that crossed my chest every time I was wanted as a woman by a younger child, and every time I was held violently many times. If it's just one time... I was going to hit her husband, but day by day my feelings for him grow bigger...